Friday, April 17, 2009

I'm Here! (will re-edit)

Okay, first things first, I'm officially done with my exam! =)

Next! The most important reason why I'm blogging this entry is to thank some really special people in my life. I know many people don't really know what's been going on with me recently (due to my lack of entries here) but have been the most patient people I know. (Okay, I know i'm starting to blabber..so I'll get straight down to this entry)

Over the recent month, someone I treasured walked right out of my life, just like that. (Won't bore you all with the details really) Whole issue was really messy, and kind of lasted for close to three weeks. That period of time was just tough, but at the same time, I had a few people who stood by me and helped me through it, people i'm really thankful for.



Some of you were people I've known for some time, and although it never came across that I could be so hurt, I'm really thankful for you guys just being there to listen to me, called me when I needed a friend most and even stayed up online with me (despite being tired) just because you knew I was hurting inside.

Some of you were people I've barely spoken to, or even said hi to. But yet, there all of you were, and still are.I'm thankful for that, and am anticipating what lies ahead in the new friendship. I've learned alot through this whole issue. Much as it's been a trying time (due to this issue and my exam) for me, I've lost and I've gained.

To you, I thank you for everything that has happened. Be it the time spent together, apart or even the ups and downs of everything. I'm glad to see that you've grown, and so have I. You've taught me what it's like to love someone, to compromise and to let go. For all that, I appreciate you and everything you've said and done.

To those that I've met and I might lose, please know that i'm really sorry that we didn't have the time to meet or really speak, or that I was just plainly shy then. Looking back, maybe I shouldn't have been all that shy. All of you have left footprints in my life, and I probably might not have the chance of saying all these in person, but I appreciate spending that little time with all of you.

There are so many other people I want to say 'Thank you' to, and let them know how much I appreciate each and every one of them. But I know no words can really express how grateful I am. To those who hung out with me, to those who counselled me, to those who listened, to those who I never opened up to, but yet were still so concerned about me and to those who are/were overseas and still made the point of emailing me, I appreciate each and every one of you.

I know one day I'll smile again. (and yes, it's because of the things that each and every one of you have said/done)



PS: If I've left out anyone, please don't blame my heart, blame my head.

2 comments:

Nicholas said...

It's a pretty sweet entry... though it's a lil on the downside of life but u're a strong gerl and u'll get betta yea..? Hotline's still open for chatz yea?

Cheers

raXsiel said...

hiya!! I owe a large part of my strength this time to ypeople like you who care about me! =)

Hugs

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